wad i cn say samur!

wen 27th of jan..he nvr let me disapointed...he rmeber...bt im tnkg...izit cz of wad i ask hm wen 12am on 27th???its ok la...let it ovr...den de mrng de raptai 4 ikrar gemilng..damn!!ketua kls hv 2 go infnt...i tot cl penolng go nvm...bt wen penyampaian sijil...my nme wil b say it out...aiyo..i terpaksa 2 go d...sien dao...haiz...nvm lo..jz my hair ar...nsb baik...pK HEM nt thr...if nt cham lo...den wen pj...dono y me strtd headache liao..pain til vry suffer...den eat d..run here run thr 2 5 cls tcher...mur pain la...yo!!!geram nia...y u sudenly wil treat me so gd??lz tme u aso seldom talk n ply v me wn...cz of hm???haiz..dwn tnk n dwn ask la...sien la...den wen waktu bi...my head reli vry pain...den wen baling on de table...my fren go tel de tcher...i PUTUS CINTA!!!!i angry!!!!den qing say...dnt lk dat zhu zhou ppl la...she 2day is 2month ar!!!!i ma say yala....reli behsyok...smetme tnk aftr u say out la...haiz...suak la...den gt 2 trip...1 is go 2 penang...dono 4 wad IPTA n IPTS de tng de...1 is 4 ipoh wn...sme aso la..bt nt sme date..i sur chose 2 go penang wn ma...haha...den so ngam de date goin thr is 27th OF MARCH!!!!hehe...i lg syok...bt...my gd fren n cousin cnt go...xplace d...haiz...wad 2 do ha...i aso hop thr cn go...bt....sory..i cnt help u al...my rong...den go hme le...i fz fz go bath...den learn go wear lens liao...aiyo..hard ler...haha..bt luckily..jz learn 4 half n hour...den go work le...bit no xi guan ba...haha...den de nx day...thur...aiyo..kena again my hair...i ad ikat vry kemas ma...aiyo...my infnt...de PK HEM..smile at me...nsb baik nvr tke tindakan...n wn me b mur kemas...okok..i promise u...wen on mon..i wil b vry kemas k??nsb baik ntg aso...smetme xone cn undrstnd me...mrng quarrel v mum...lng tme xgaduh til dat d...i reli wad i cn do smur...TRUST ME K MA???i nt dat childish k??haiz...so sad la...n angry...i dono wad i cn d samur...my anger cme bek again...i ad try 2 kep it le!!! haiz....im aso vry suffer wn....nt dwn tel u..wen i tell u...u nt kutuk den scold me d...u wn me hw??me angry...bt cousin go sch cry..dono y she cry..haiz...ntg d la..dwn say much mur....den lk usual la...yterday dear angry me...cz smentg la...i noe i promis u d...bt i dono jz so smal tng cn mke so big isu...sory....i noe wad 2 do d...haiz....dwn say d la...4gt 4gt!!!!den 2day...at sch...biasa lo...ntg hpen..jz wen waktu pa...PK HEM wn jmpa dgn ketua kls...bt wen i pusing n c...omg...PK HEM...my hair...fz fz pin..haha...den she say..aiyo..ur hair...i say dnt wory..onmon wil b vry kemas wn...i promis ha..cl us gtg ryg...den ntg le lo...den wen wktu km...so tl!!!!haiz...dwn say d la...u treat me lembut i wnt do til dat de...F***....suak d la...den de lz period d...penlng asyk mrh mrh de ajk keceriaan...mny mny la...i aso angry..bt wad cn i do..i DO NTG!!!!i cnt do anytng...de tng i cn do is kep quiet....haiz...hate la...u b pnlng b4 de..u sur cn undrstnd my feelin rite???y cnt u al undrstnd me...if u al b my jawatn...u al wil noe...anytng aso me wil kena 1st....dwn say d la....reli hate la!!! xppl try 2 undrstnd me!!!!! 2day my dar cry infnt of me...wen i at my own plce...she cme n sit d...n her head put on my shoulder...i heard de sound she cryin le...i tnkg...die la..haiz...i say cry it out ba...de tng dat i cn do...u cry it out u wil b mur selesa wn..dnt kep kep n kep...its hard...reli...wen i saw de pist frm her bf...i gt shock...n hate dis kind of guy..aftr c dat...my mind sudenly appear wad my ex tel me wen wn 2 broke!!! c2pig reason!!!! GUY ALW LK 2 GV SUCH REASON!!!! WN FREEDOM LA WN 2 B ALONE LA!!!!!if u al wn 2 b alone...den y frmde begining wn couple???haiz...den i ma tel my dear lo..wil dat hpen on me....he say wnt...act..wad he had promise me...its cnt blif it al...i gt nasihat d...dnt to trust..cz at de end oli us wil gt hurt!!!!den dear fniz sch le...wen he tellin me he strt cme bek d...i so hpy ler...cz i reli damn mis hm!!!!he reach at tpg at 7 smentg lk dat..i tot he wil cme 5 me..n teman me wen aftr work...i ma ask hm...den cn 5 me le lo...he say v fren cn ma??i ma ask lo..hu??he say jiu choi!!!!i trus say xnid...although i nt vry kena he...bt he wnt so gd pui dear wait me so lng...haiz...so disapointed u noe???i tot im de 1st cn c hm....bt..nt me..pui hs fren mur importnt den me!!!!ya...ur fren at kl..nt alw cme bek...ya..lz 2 wek u cme bek jz pui me nia!!bt if i reli importnt 2 u...hw aso u wil cme 5 me 1st...bt none...haiz..wad i cn say smur??say til reli sien n tired d...dwn say d...FED-UP D!!!!i sengaja dwn rply hs msg...dwn ans hs cl..aftr sme msg...n 3 cl..i nvr ans n rply...he nvr msg me le...he sur ply snoker til xtme 2 msg me!!!!!haiz...in hs heart i reli so nt importnt 2 hm???reli hate dat kind of feelin!!!!den i reach hme d...cl hm..whr r u??bhe say plyin snoker n 5 me ltr!!! wth!!!!haiz...suak d...i wad aso dwn say...dwn quarrel again...i angry myself cn d...try 2 kep my anger...wad i cn do smur???u nvr chge???i reli dono....haiz...my feelin reli so disapointed...n sad...bt wad i cn do samur...ntg!!!!dwn say d la..haiz...leave it la...dwn rite d...xmud 2 cont...