haiz..dono hw lng nvr cme le...with a vry sad mud cme bek again...
wen ever i feel unhpy i sur cme n rite here..dono hu cn i tel...
recently hpen quite mny tng...fren prob..agtr dat day de msg n mrng wad she told me...
i strt wad aso dwn say..b patient n control my anger....n nvr scold XXX d...i ad try my bst...
nw feel lk xgd fren d...wads de mean gd fren i aso dono...jz say say nia??anggap she my gd gd fren..
bt i tnk she nvr anggap me gua..dwn say d la..tired d..
othr wn is he..he reli strtd 2 chge...alot n alot...yterday i ask hm...y evytme i fon he...
he sur gt reason dwn 2 talk v me??noe wad he ans??he say..act me n he kena less contact wn...
if nt 1 day v ntg 2 chat ad wn....wth...wen i saw de msg..wads de meanin??
haiz...den i buat keputusan...i wil nvr cl hm d..wil cl bt 1wek once or 2week oli cl...mby dats wad he wn...2day he nvr rply my msg..if 4 lz tm de me..i ad cl hm..bt i nvr...i tahan..i berjaya 4 de 1st..
i noe dat i cn...dnt put so much hop inside...ltr hu fall n hurt dat ppl wil b me..i tel my situation 2 1fren...my fren told me..he strt no luv me d....haiz...n say v cnt say in luv..jz cn say normal fren nia..wen is saw dat..my heart broken trus...my fren told b a outsider gv me opinion...yterday i saw hs ex again...omg..wenevr i saw hs ex..i wil gt such feel...dat is..feel lk i nt sesuai 2 hm..n mny la...i aso dono la..yterday i heard 1 song dat is 1 song dat me n my ex song..is sudenly tnk dat...y u apear in my mind again??i dwn i dwn..bt dis few wek n day asyk appear in my mind...dno la..
nw i jz sked bout hm..wad my fren say is real??i dono..bt i aso gt such feelin...haiz..sur i talk 2hm??i dwn quarel again...hu cn tel me wad 2 do???tired le..go slp 1st...
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