im bek =) =).

such a long tme nvr rite blog le lo..
im bek nw =) =) do any1 mis me??
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talk bout 10/7/2010

act dis say i reli vry hpy...cz i wil goin 2 watch mv v him wen at nite..
im so excited..i vry early jiu go out lo..bout 10smetng cz wn fetch lee go ts..
samur wn acc she buy shoe...buy le i jiu go eat v him lo..den eat at hs hme oli go
watch mv..b4 go inside i tnkng wn buy drink ant..den tnk n tnk xnid la..
den go in feel vry thristy..haha..den nvm lo..watch ecplise...GOOD!!FINGER UP!!
aftr watch mv le...smtng hpen le..he go down thr hv 2 talk v his frn..den hs frn say
10smetng yamcha..den he say ok..i bit angry..cz he say he wn pui me til 11smetng de..
bt nw??den i lepas tgn cz i wn tke tng frm my beg...aftr talk le..i nvr talk v hm..
act i jz ply v hm..den he ask me u wn go tesco ho..i say ya..den he naik til atas d..i wn walk go tesco thr...he say leng lui car at thr..i was angry..nt go tesco meh??den walk wn naik car gt malay dun at thr..c me wn naik car d aso dwn let me walk go..c2pig..den naik car d i stl dwn talk v hm..he angry d..he SHOUTED at me..n scold scold scold..so ngam dat tme tesco thr gt bit sesak...he show hs angry thru de car break n oil...i wad aso dwn say...he scold d kep quiet den cont..den i cnt tahan d..i say bek hm..act wen fri he told me he wn 2 gp tesco buy tng..i tot wn go ma say go lo..den i dono wil lk dat..i tel hm i jz ply wad..he dono meh..he say he noe..bt i dwn ans hs ques al..n b4 strt car he ask me wn go whr i say dono..den he dono say me wad i say go hme la..he terus angry d...den he ask me again whr wn 2 go..i say dono la..cnt u tnk aso..y alw aso mz me tnk??den he drive me go lake garden..act wen reach thr..i dwn go down car de...den he go down car d..open de car door cl me out..den i ma tke hs sweater n wear n take my hp lo...den he say he help me..i say dwn..cz i was so angry n sad..den he aso tke frm me...wen cross de road i dwn he hold me..go thr d..he say sory 2 me..^^ den talk talk ntg le..de 1st tme he so fierce 2 me...i jz control my tear dnt let it drop nia..

haiz..after dat day..v ntg..den on dat wek de monday i sick le..de 1st tme so serious..i nvr go sch on tues..cz its reli suffer...wen wed go sch..evy1 laf at me cz my sound vry geli..haha..bt on dat day n thur i quarrel v him...a big quarrel..
i wad damn sad...reli..i cry n cry..n walk out frm hse..2 let myse;f cool down..
its hard..wen he cmin bek on fri..quite lte he reach here..den de othr day...he jz fetch me go hs hse wn eat den sent me bek..2hour aso xreach..i was so sad..small quarel again..aftr he 5 hs fren he nvr cme 5 me..nvm..i patient..i walk out alone wen nite..cz i wan too sad...i dwn let my parent 2 noe it..he aso xmsg me..use vry vry lng tme oli rply me..de nx day..my mum go ipoh v my aunt on 9smetng..i walk him up cl hm fetch me fster..he say lte bit la..he stl wn slp..i reli angry..cz i reli sked alone at hme..aftr almost 1hour he cme d..den go eat..go lake garden..den go hs hse..talk v hs mum n sis...den go slp..wuhoo..haha..wen i wke up d..he say me y bcme lk dat..act i ntg reli..den i lie down on de bed again..den he hug me n he cont slp..i tke hs fon n ply..den ply til sien..i ma open hs indox n c..i tnking he nvr msg v jiamin meh??reli xher msg...bt wen i tertekan hs deleted msg..i saw jiamin msg..i wan so sad n angry..y he dwn let me noe!!!!n i saw 1msg mke me wanna cry on de spot!!!!so down dat tme...n i check bek de msg..is wen he yterday nvr msg me..he go msg v DAT GURL!!!!wad my feel???he rply de gal vry fz..bt my wn??use half n hour n 45minit or 1hour++..im hs gf??i reli dono..i trus wke up..he say wad hpen 2 u again.i say u go c ur fon..den he say sry 2 me..n hug hug me..bt my heart is bleeding..he noe??he dono..i was so sad..i almost wn gila d...de msg was hurting me..reli..he say he dwn me noe dey 2 msg cz he noe i wil angry..i say i prefer u let me noe..better den u dnt let me noe..i wil mur angry..u wn msg v her its ok..bt jz let me noe la cn ma??dnt let my heart broken again..den i 4gv hm...haiz..i reli feel wn cry...haiz..wad cn i do??i noe i cnt yi lai he so much le..i try 2 b independent..i reli try..he lok lk dnt cre..strt wen mon v msg aso bcme abit abit n abit...i dwn tnk le..wen i tnk i wil feel vry pressure...n SAD!!!wen i moody he dono..wad aso dono...jz noe 2 on9 ply gal n msg her..he msg he again yterday evening...dwn tnk dwn tnk.dwn cre dwn cre..cn i do it??i dono...bside me nw stl gt hu??i dono..hu cn i blif samur..i feel i reli chge le..reli...

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