我的担心不是多余的!!!

2day i aso dono wn hw 2 say...
hpy n sad aso gt...even angry aso gt...
cz of de customer...wth la..
reli nt my rong...mby centre thr de pro ma...
beh tahan nia....suan le ba...
den wen go eat lunch v fren..
gv 1 c2pig de ppl dstrb...den saw 2 sh de ppl...
herm!!!!
den wn go out...go psr mlm...
hehe..lng tme xgo liao..
den dear say c 1st...
bt at lz he aso say wn go...sory dear..
noe u tired bt hv 2 pui me cme out aso..
i noe i vry selfish...haiz..bt i reli hop 2 c u..
wlaupun jz yterday meet u...bt stl hop...
den go psr mlm...i saw he...
he bcme 瘦和憔悴了...i feel ps wen c hm..
cz i slh fhm hm...wen he smile 2 me...
i dono i wn smile bek nt...
dwn say he le la...dwn tnk dwn tnk...
den pei suggest go c 歌台...ok lo..
i xc b4 ma...
ma go c lo...
act..quite bored...
i ask dear...wil me 管你太紧..他说不会只是什么的时候比较啰唆...
我为你好啊...den wen goin bek dat tme..
u say wen u go penang d dono gt tme cme bek nt...
cz u 半工半读...my heart trus drop le..
means i cnt meet u for vry lng lo???
u reli vry 孝顺...
原来我的担心不是多余的....
haiz...wad i cn do??wad i shud do???
waist pain again..bt dnt hop u noe...
dwn u wory..i ntg de la..
ok de...den reach hme dat tme..
i reli 不舍得下车...也很不舍得你!!!!
跟你一起的时间都很快过的... 我希望在你去那边之前留下美好的回忆给我...
我真的很怕很怕...我没有把握..真的没有...
好想好想哭!!!我的心情你明白吗???
这场仗对我来说很难打...我不是想太多...
dear..snd le 1 msg for me..
dear...i aso hop dat!!!
cn v???can??
i sked u treat me cool...reli sked n dnt lk...
argh!!!!wads goin on 2 me??
dear..i dwn lost u...reli dwn...
dwn leave me alone...
u are my everything!!!
plz dnt dwn me...
dwn rite d...
nw my brain jz tnk of dear...
waitin hs msg...
bye...
I LOVE YOU!!! HUN WAI KONG!!!
MUAKZZZ!!!

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haiz..eye pain ler..
mby evynite aso face com gua..
宫心计 ds movie best nerhx..
go c go c..hahax...
2 day xmeet dear le ler..
at lz 2day meet hm jor..hahax..
hpy nerhx..mby u al wil tnk me sot wn..
bt he goin penang soon sur hop nw cn meet fz fz meet wn ma..
reli dnt hop he go penang ler..bt i cnt so selfish..
he go study ma..gd 4 hm aso..
yterady dear 3hour xrply my msg ler..so wory..
bt xdre fon hm or msg hm..sked dstrb hm..
den i luan luan tnk again..haha...
den i cme bek frm work le..i fon he..
i ask dear..u dwn me d ho..he say nola..
den hs sound lk vry behsyok n sien lk dat...
i aso dono ler..wads goin on ler??
den 2ml strt i off on monday le..so gd..sme v dear...
QING!!! xnid gv bek me de money la...AIYO!!!
i say dwn means dwn..even hw u gv me aso i DOWAN!!!
i tnk u ad liao jie me la..xnid i say wan wad..hahax...
2day 11smetng jiu go out le..7smetng oli bek..hehex..
yeah...gt my gaji d lo..bt ler..i hv 2 trus work ler..
gt 1 ppl dwn work liao..so i hv 2 trus work lo..
my dear sot wn..asyk wn brin me go tke gaji den brin me bek..
so near nia ma xnid wn la..aiyoyo...
den gt ppl say lam is bf ler..cz dey cnt c bside stl gt 1 ppl..haha...
samur say lam lk my dad ler..aiyo..nola..funny la...
dnt sad ha lam...u cut hair jor bcme bit smart n hndsme d..reli de ha..
xlie wn...dear..u reli pig lai...asyk slp nia..
dear..i dwn wad present aso..jz nw i jz say say nia..
i reli dwn waste ur money..u noe ma??
i jz hop u dnt leave me alone n wen u go penang d stl wil luv me lk nw...
dats all..wad i aso dwn..jz wn dat..cn ma??
haiz...i vry fat liao la.. cham le..reli hv 2 diet le.. kep fit d..
if kep on lk dat i wil sked ler..i bcme fat n fat jiu cham..
argh!!!better dwn tnk it..mz kep fit liao..hehe...
act..til nw stl feel v dear gt 距离ler..
dono hw 2 say...
LCS!!!im sory...i dono i slh fhm d..
mby i reli small gas ba...bt din tnk b4 al dat wil hpen on me...
wlaupun u say dat...bt is stl cnt blif it..i jz blif half half nia...
cz i noe de tng mur den it...hop u wil tnk my feel b4 u do al de decision...
i noe mby u wil nt c my blog d..cz i ad noe..anytng la...if i noe ds earlier wil b better..
gt 1 msg dat u received 2day dats al is wad i wanna say..mby fren ds nme hard v us d..
anyway la..tc ba..i dwn say much le..i dwn tnk bek anytng...wad u had say..u dwn kesal jiu cn d..
dear ar...dwn alw out til so lte le o0..
i reli wil wory de..u noe ma??
i aso dwn u so tired ma...
smetng i wn 2 ask u 2day wn..bt xdre..
在你心目中我是个怎样的女友??
2day wad u say wen at saloon..i reli vry hpy..
i dono whether is true or nt..bt i wil chose 2 blif dat is true...
thx u...bt u wn me 想办法绑住你的心...这个对我来说满难的...
我觉得我没这个能力,资格和魅力吧...
不知不觉你在我心里的地位越来越高咯...那我在你心中呢???
act..ds blog i wn lock it..bt cnt..haiz..nvm la..
2day at hs work de tme table rite le mny tng ler..
i noe he wnt go c wn..if he go c aso..
i noe he sur cnt c wad i rite aso..
cz i rite nt dat vry easy cn c de place...
wen he slpin i rite wn...hehe...
wad i rite aso is wad i reli hop wn...
lam..if u c my blog dat tme he din c...dnt tel hm dat de paper tng...
jz biar oli..i sengaja dwn tel hm de...wil he c aso nvm d...cz i cn noe he 100% wnt c...
cz wen i rite he aso ask me wad i ritin??dats mean he tnk me jz simply draw n rite nia...
2day he ask me 1 vry weird de ques...wen wn marry v hm..cl me go 订婚 1st...
i noe u jz joke v me...bt wil v til dat tme??i reli hop CAN!!!
bt mby is imposible lo..am i rite??
my waist strt pain again le..wen at mcd dat tme..
i dwn talk is jz cz of dat..i dwn tel u jz dwn u wory me..
n c u chat v ur fren so hpy ma..so dwn dstrb better..
i din angry u xtalk v me la..i reli xso small gas k??
nw pain again le...haiz...dwn tel better...
mum say nw i so young nia..ad lk dat..dono wen old d wil 残废 nt...
mum dnt say such tng lai sked me la..bt i dwn c doctor la...
act..i aso sked de ler...haiz...useless de me...
lam..i plz u..if u c ds blog dat tme he nvr c..u wad aso dwn tel hm k??
dear..u noe ma??wen u at car tel me..u vry 短命的...
u sked wil die earlier..u noe me reli sked de ma??
i wn hold ur hnd de bt u drivin dat tme...
i wn 2 tel u...dwn tnk dat k ma??
i wil sked de...i reli dnt hop n dwn anytng hpen on u!!!!
dono hw 2 tel out de feelin wen dear say al de tng...
ok d la...i dwn rite liao...
dear stl at t.s ar??
i waitin u go hme oli...bt nw eye pain n waist pain aso...
i tnk i go slp d la..noe u mby 1smtng oli go hme de..
creful ar..
love u dear...
muakzzz....

不懂怎么说才好...

2day i gt de t-shirt le..
hehe..lk it ler..
y i lk to tnk so much ha?
aiya..
dono wn hw 2 say la..
dear..
promise me 1day maximum 5 oli??
ok ma??i nt wn control u..
jz reli 4 ur own gd..
say de truth...
cz of u..i acpt my bf lk dat..
i hate dat smell u noe??
jz cz of u...
2day me n u lk nt so gd ler..
u treat me cool again..
haiz..i noe my rong le...
samur gt bit headache n deman le..
inside my heart mny tng wn say...bt i dono wn hw..
dono hu shud i tel..nt dre tel u..
cz u ad gt mny tng wn fan..dwn fan u...
wad cn i do??
walao..my leg vry pain ar...
lng tme xdo exercise d..
pain pain...
NOTHING GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU
dwn tnk so much le la..
2day v msg aso nt much...
wen u go penang d mur bz ma mur cham..
aiya..nvm ba..mz gt confident on u...
evytng wil b ok...
dono wn rite wad la..
my mud reli nt dat gd...bt u dono...i din tel...
geram v myself...ish!!!!
im so useless...
dwn rite liao la..
haiz...

我到底怎么了??

生日快乐晴...
昨天终于跟他说了实话..
心也舒服得多...
昨天很开心...因为他...
可是晚上时..我对他说..我觉得我不配当你女友...
我真的觉得你懂吗??
说实话...有时我心情不好都不敢说...
我不想因为我不开心你也不开心...
我对他说我觉得我跟他之间有一段距离..不是因为那件事啦..
我很早就觉得了..
我也不懂怎么说好...心里好像怪怪的...
然后今天让我知道他好像有东西隐瞒我...
可是他说得也对啦...
我也知道了一些让我很惊讶的事...
伟光...我选择你...而不是别人...你对我的好我都有放在心上...
你虽然让我觉得少了些安全感可是慢慢来就可以了...
其实我真的很怕和不喜欢把我当小妹妹看...
我不想在你心中只不过是小妹妹..我知道有时的我很幼稚...
真的很对不起...让你辛苦了...受委屈了..
我其实都在想你喜欢我什么???我什么都不好也不美...
我今天第一次那么大声和在别人面前说我爱你...
有点不好意思...我很任性...也很野蛮...知道你的忍耐有限..
谢谢你对我那么好...
今天买了一件衣服给你...好怕你不喜欢...
特地选有紫色的...当我给你的时候你好像都没有一点开心叻...
我知道你很累...我还要你赶到那么辛苦...看吧..这种女朋友都有...
我知道我不体贴...对不起...过后要你去试下能穿吗...你很慢叻...
过后朋友就说快又给我讲慢又给我讲...做你男友真...我知道你要说什么...
我不是生气或记仇...只是觉得你说得好对啊...我应该改了...对不起...
心里很不开心....我不是想太多...只是担心失去你...我越来越怕了...
对自己很没信心...刚才突然想哭..不知道为什么...怕给你看到..我还是告诉他了...
你说我每次见到你都是脸黑黑..有时你跟我说话了我就笑了只是没给你知道..玩你嘛...对不起咯...
我答应你没有下次了喔...说真的..我感觉我跟你不像情侣叻..像很要好的朋友...慢慢来咯...
有时你很可爱叻...真的好谢谢你啊!!!
我有时很啰唆是为了你好..你知道吗??我不想有任何事发生在你身上...
我会怕的...我跟你的口头禅是"小气到你啊"...可爱吧我们...我们一见面多下下就会开始了....
跟他一起觉得很开心很幸福...没见面一天好像有点不习惯叻...
可是他要去槟城了...这就是我怕的开始了...我是对自己没信心也对他没信心吗??
我应该相信他...就如佩所说感情要变怎样都会变...有时只要他的一句我爱你就给我很大的鼓励了... 我不要一个人的感觉...我怕也不喜欢...有你在我身边我好开心也很幸运...谢谢你...
我爱你 韩伟光!!!
不要生气我这样写...
你在我心中开始住下来了...你在我心中很重要..你懂吗??
不敢想太远的事情...
我对你是认真的..不要玩我喔...谢谢你的出现...
说实话...我有想过要选你还是...过后我才知道...选你就对了...
什么都不要想了...每次说吧了..等下一点小事我就会想东想西了...我很够力吧...
好想他...虽然几小时前才见面...明天好像没得见他喔...没关系吧...他去槟城了就要习惯...
累了...不写了...
晚安...
DEAR..rmber u promise me wnt leave me alone...u're my evytng!!!
muakZzz...^^

rainin day

im bek again...
yterday wn watch movie lz rite..
dear..
rmber me gt rite blog evyday ler..
he askin me y din rite??
haha
dnt c la..
mum say me paktor lk eat magi mee..
haha
den yterday wen me lunch tme..
3smetng le..
i nt yt bek ler..
den i ma trus run lo..
den go borow umbrella v yun lo..
nasib baik she gt..
den i walk til the store d..
i saw dear car ler..
omg..
i noe he angry d..
den wen v msg..
he 1st tme treat me so cool ler..
i noe i mke u wory liao..
bt i reli dwn mafan u ma..
anyway..
i noe my rong..
SORRY DEAR!!!
no nx tme tme k??
hehe..
den ntg jor..
bt b4 dat..
i tel he..u go bz la..
he rply me en...
den dono y feel lk wn cry ler..den ltr bit he msg me bek le..
ntg le..
den nite he cme my hse 5 me..
so cute la he..
me n he alw say each othr de..
couple v he..
reli mur better den lz tme wn..
v lz tme wn..
jz couple xsampai 1week jiu quarrel le..
v he wnt..
mby he mur mature ba...
hehe..
gd aso..
den he tel me he wn go study le..
i strt sked le..
den i gt tel mum..
mum say den ur magi mee eat fniz jor lo..
mum ar..
dnt lk dat say ma..
aiyo..
den i ma tel dear lo..
dear say wen v die ma fniz lo..
haha..wlaupun i noe dis mby wnt hpen..
dear..
i wil treat u gt confident de..
bt u dnt gv me disapointed ha!!
haha..
dear gt say 80% cn til 4eva wo..
hop lo..
k la..
bz liao..
wn watch movie b4 go work..
keke..
bye bye..
love my dear...
muakzZz...

love eu~dear

omg..
i tel mum liao..
she lk aso noe jor..
haha..
bt mum gv me feel she lk nt vry lk dear ler..
me tnk too much or wad ler??
yterday wwen working dat tme..
i saw accident ler..
geli nehx..
de uncle jatuh n pengsan ler..
dwn say d..
den yterday nite go out v dear n qing..
he lk vry xsudi go out v me ler..
den talk fon v he aso lk susah lk dat..
dono la..
den he cme brin me liao..
i dwn talk..
wen he say sry 2 me dat tme..
i strt laugh jor geh..
bt i dwn gv he c..
he cut new hair le ler..
say truly..
i prefer lz tme wn..
mur nice..bt nvm la..
haha..
den v wen tesco..
he sked saw hs ex..
wen dat tme..
gv me feel dat..i aso dono wn hw 2 say..
den go buy shirt for sharon..
jiu go eat mcd..
dear fren presnt qing 1 necklace ler..
haha..
geng lo..
quite nice ler..haha..
qing..so xing fu nerhx..wakaka..
den wn go fetch my cousin liao..
jiu brin qing go hme 1st lo..
de t.s dono wad hpen wn..
do lk vry sad or wad...
dono la..
geram nia..dnt cre..
den dear brin me n qing go c whr hs hse...
i aso dono hw 2 go..
bit fu za..
den fetch liao my cousin jiu go hme lo..
reach hme liao..
jiu chitchat n down thr lo..
i nt dre brin he go up yt..sked mum dislk ma..
haha..
den 11pm lk dat he go 5 fren lo..
argh!!!
i dream he dwn me again ler..
bt ds tme is nt sme v lz tme de..
y i asyk dream smetng lk dat??
izit cz of i reli sked dat wil hpen??
say truly..
I SKED!!!
haiz..
wn go work le..
byeeee....

害怕失去!!!!

argh...
mis hm ler..
2day whole day cnt c hm ler..
yterday nite he wear lk dat i lk ler..
hehe..
dono y..
til nw stl feel paiseh v hm..
y ler??
i aso wonderin..
he tel me hs ex vry gd wn..
n mny mny la..
wen he say d..
i tnkng..
den wil ur mum dnt lk me??
cz my ex mum aso tnk me vry bad n so on..
dnt say he liao!!
say truly..
he reli better den my ex ler..
v 2 sot wn..
alw say each othr vry small gas..
yterday pei n qing dey 2 talk bout v bf couple hw lng d..
den wil til hw lng..
den he say minimun 1 year..
den 2 year free 1 modem..
i hear d i say he i jz modem nia..
den i trus walk away..
he run n cme chase me bek..
haha..
so funny la..
dear..
i nt jelous..
i jz sked nia..
i nt wn bandingkn u n my ex..
i reli dwn u tnk dat tng on me cn liao..
ok ma???
say truly la..
v u vry hpy bt 缺少安全感...
dono y..
inside my heart gt mny tng wn tel u..
bt i reli wn hw 2 tel..
i wil tnk dat wen mum b'day wn brin u..
cz i wn my mum ren tong...
haiz..
de whole nite i cnt slp gd...
u cl me dwn tnk so much..
i aso wn..
bt dono y smetme cnt control myself..
i aso dwn de..
at here i would lk 2 tel u dear..
I LOVE EU!!!!
i wil chge wn..
bt gv me tme k..
dnt leave me alone k??
my brain nw blank d..
dwn rite d la..
brb...