害怕失去!!!!

argh...
mis hm ler..
2day whole day cnt c hm ler..
yterday nite he wear lk dat i lk ler..
hehe..
dono y..
til nw stl feel paiseh v hm..
y ler??
i aso wonderin..
he tel me hs ex vry gd wn..
n mny mny la..
wen he say d..
i tnkng..
den wil ur mum dnt lk me??
cz my ex mum aso tnk me vry bad n so on..
dnt say he liao!!
say truly..
he reli better den my ex ler..
v 2 sot wn..
alw say each othr vry small gas..
yterday pei n qing dey 2 talk bout v bf couple hw lng d..
den wil til hw lng..
den he say minimun 1 year..
den 2 year free 1 modem..
i hear d i say he i jz modem nia..
den i trus walk away..
he run n cme chase me bek..
haha..
so funny la..
dear..
i nt jelous..
i jz sked nia..
i nt wn bandingkn u n my ex..
i reli dwn u tnk dat tng on me cn liao..
ok ma???
say truly la..
v u vry hpy bt 缺少安全感...
dono y..
inside my heart gt mny tng wn tel u..
bt i reli wn hw 2 tel..
i wil tnk dat wen mum b'day wn brin u..
cz i wn my mum ren tong...
haiz..
de whole nite i cnt slp gd...
u cl me dwn tnk so much..
i aso wn..
bt dono y smetme cnt control myself..
i aso dwn de..
at here i would lk 2 tel u dear..
I LOVE EU!!!!
i wil chge wn..
bt gv me tme k..
dnt leave me alone k??
my brain nw blank d..
dwn rite d la..
brb...