Friday, October 30, 2009

FREEEDOM??? WAD A JOKE!!!!

so so angry..
n sad..
wad de reason u tellin??
u wn FREEDOM???
u tnk me is wad??
nw oli i noe..
u v me xfreedom...
wth!!!
im bein c2pig 4 2month 10 days..
i so blif wad u say..
act al r RUBISH!!!
den u say u cnt serius in ds relationship d..
WTF!!!!
den y u wn pikat me??
ply gal so syok!!!!
hate larhx..
i trust wad u say..
wil chge cz of me..
wil 4eva..
den go tel mum..
aftr tel mum few wek v break up d...
so so sad..
im so serius..
u noe ma??
tel my gd fren..
she wrote 1 msg wnna snd gv he..
below are de msg!!!

[ u r a shit guy,wan freedom? thn y wn yw couple v u?
to increase ur num of ex or start a game v a gal tat love u
truely?hey man,wake up la~u tot u look cool wen u wanna
freedom?tats a suck reason, noe?? u cnt take ds relationship
seriously anymur??use ur brain la, nx tme u wanna ply de sme
trick v othr gal~b4 1 day die bside road aso xppl wanna save
u!!! ]

i dono larhx..
dwn do til dat..
bt she say..
dnt sked..
jz..
haiz..
hard 2 say..
mby i reli xsampai hati..
he kena marah frm my fren..
evyday tnkng of HE...
i force my fren nt 2 tnk he..
bt cnt..
gv he dat letter ler..
he say dat kind of tng??
do he tnk of my feeling..
suan lerhx..
im so sad bout evytng..
evyday alone..
xppl pui...
haiz..
hp aso ring d..
2day xppl msg cme aso..
haiz..
reli dnt lk larhx..
bt wad 2 do..
i mz 4gt him lerhx..
argh!!!
so hard larhx..
lz tme wn i use almost half year arhx..
hs pic i xsampai hati delete..
our evytng aso xsampai delete..
he gv me de sweater...
i aso nt dre wear..
heart lk broken d..
de lz tme i msg hm dat day lerhx..


wish u gd luck in spm larhx...
LIM CHUN XXXX!!!
tke cre..
dwn gv ur mum disapointed ler..
i reli hop u dwn b ply boy le..
better 4 u...
i noe u wnt c my blog wn...
anyway larhx..
thx u givin me so mny sweet memories..
bt i have 2 4gt..
fz fz go work jiu cn 4gt lerhx..


GAMBATEH WEI!!!
thx al de fren dat alw bside me wen i facin pro...
THX U AL...
MUAKZZZZ....

bye...
nitex...

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

totaly fniz!!! END END!!!

wad a day i hv 2day??
at sch gt bm test nia..
cz i din tke b.c
den strt chit chat v fren..
n talk bek bout him..
so sweet larhx al de moment..
y wil b lk dat??
den wait til de tme he go tt..
i msg hs fren..
i ask he mny ques..
he break v me jz lk normal n hpy..
y he cn lk dat??
he say de reason v break is he wn freed0m..
damn larhx..
ply me ar??
so sad n hurt b0ut wad he tel..
dono wad 2 do..
y so fz evytng END!!!
heart jz broken lk dat..
hate larhx..
u sndiri yg wn cme 2 my world...
den u brin me go othr world n leave me alone thr??
so sad..
i wn 4gt hm mz use such a long tme!!!
hu cn teman me wen ds tng hpen exp my fren??
haiz..
END END END!!!
inside ur heart i jz lk de dol..
u ply til sien d throw..
5 othr wn??
xmud 2 study d larhx...
aihx..
evrytng jz hpen so fz n lk dat..
sad sad sad...
my frenz..
gd luck in exam ya..
thx 4 al u al suport me..
sme1 col me go belasah he!!
i say dwn..
dwn tnk dwn tnk..
hop evytng fzter ovr!!!
2ml my 1 fren b'day..
hapy birthday zhi yong...
dats al larhx..
dono wn rite wad d..
nw my brain al ful of he nia..
haiz..
stupid de me..

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

exam week..

yeah..
my com ok le..
boring n boring..
study n study..
alw 5 ppl chit chat v me..
bt dono wn 5 hu..
at lz..
i aplogize 2 sme1 le..
dat wad i had done..
strt tnkg of he...
wad am i tnkng..
at sch aso tnk..
izit he nt reli wn hurt me??
reli hop dat..
my sej die larhx..
esei lgsg dono hw 2 do!!...
hop fstr fniz exam cn go work liao..
better at hme tnk dis n dat..
alw finding reason to tnk dat he nt dat kind of ppl.
ask my fren bout smetng he had do 2 me..
my fren say..
if 1 guy wn ply de gal..
wad aso wil do..
dat mean???
wad he do 2 me aso lie??
jz PLY me!!!
izit true??
ds few day tnkng izit lk de lyrics 开始懂了...
你只是怕伤害我,不是骗我....
my fren say NO!!!
he reli dat kind of ppl..
i gt rite letter 4 he..
i dono wad respons on he..
no feeling or??
dono..
nt dre 2 tnk..
mny ppl say..
dnt tink too much larhx..
i aso dwn de..
bt i cnt control my mind 2 dwn tnk he..
he alw appear in my mind..
wad 2 do??
sudenly so hop cn hilang al de ingatan..
better rite??
dwn rite le la..
rite smur..
tnk he mur..
go slp better...
nitexX...

Saturday, October 24, 2009

wad a sad week i hv..

haiz..
evytng fniz le..
wad aso none le..
so sad bout dat..
1 day b4 my b'day..
his mum talk v me..
say mny tng 2 me..
n asyk col me anggap he as fren..
aunt!!do u tnk cn so ez??
say til lk aftr ur son couple v me jiu bcme lk dat..
u tnk i c he lk dat i vry hapy ar!!!
y wen u say tng din tnk my feelin wn??
u say til lk ntg ntg..
bt evy ayat u say..
lk jz feng chi me u noe??
bt i din balas u wad..
jz say sry 2 u..
my brain dat tme blank!!
cz of wad u say..
if nt i sur say bek u..
den wen my b'day..
jz cry..
wad aso xmud do..
nasib baik..
i gt 1 gang fren dat alw support me..
dey al col me broke v me..
bt reli xsampai hati..
1st tme so serius ler..
go tel mym i paktor..
bt jz tel mum xsampai 1 month..
jiu broke le..
wad de hell!!!
den wen b'day asyk wait ur fon or msg..
bt none aso..
den gt 1 fren gv me suprise..
thx u so much..
tel u al de tng feel ok bit...
u're quite gd fren lai...
thx u...
i col my fren bf tel he..
i gv he 1 wek 2 contact me..
n if in 1 wek he din contact me means he agree wad he non say..
den de othr day..
dat is 21of 0kt..
my fren tel me..
he wn broke..
n say i wn he b my kaigor cn..
i DOWAN!!!
den he use he fren fon msg me..
tel me stl fren ma..
i say dono..
i ask he..
he wn hw..
he say he wn broke..
stl fren..
he dwn me xing ku..
so so sad..
den he chen ren 2 me he gt lie me..
nt lie wad..
he dwn say..
u dwn say i aso noe la..
b4 dat i samur tel my fren..
if he contact me n tel me he dwn broke..
i wil wait he til he aftr spm..
n 4gt al de tng dat he had lie 2 me..
bt evytng nt lk wad i wn..
he wn broke..
so hurt u noe..
haiz..
den i rite surat gv him...
n gt rm10 lipat as 2 luv gv bek him..
gt our nme wn..
haiz..
i wn kep..
bt tnk is he money..
gv bek la..
reli xsampai hati..
evyday tnkng bout our sweet memories..
i wn bek cn ma??
haiz..
i noe cnt..
bt wad i cn do??
go 5 work n do..
at lz gt liao..
i wn gv myself bz n bz..
2 4gt evytng fster..
n dwn hate any1 le..
so suffer..
so sien..
hp wnt ring aso..
aihx..
cn hu pui me ma??
i noe..
xppl wil pui...
aikx..
go chu you v fren wen fri n sat..
sat so so tired..
study aso nt yt strt..
hw ar??
tues wn test le..
cham le la..
samur is sej..
arghH..
hop i cn past la..
dwn rite le la..
my com rosak le..
so sad..
dats al...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

坚强!!!!!!!!

dono hw mny day x rite blog le..
mny tng hpen ler..
big kao yan for me n dear..
cnt contact for 2month..
wen i noe dat..
i jz cry n cry..
dear aso..
i dwn leave u..
n dwn u leave me..
wen i alone i wil tnk alot ar..
den hv 2 hafal moral samur..
nvm lo..
tel mum..
wad hpen lo on me n he..
den mum kai dao me..
let me tnk..
wad mum say is truth..
den 2day at sch discuss bout my b'day party..
so excited..
is 2ml..
hehex..
if he bsid me sur mur hpy..
bt i noe dat imposible..
im so sry 2 dear mum..
at here..
i would lk 2 tel a vry sorry 2 dear mum..
sory aunt..
anyway la..
dwn tnk too much cn le..
den aftrnun dear use fren fon msg me..
he treat me lk gt bit len tan le ler..
i sensitif or wad??
dwn say dis le la..
so excited la..
act..
dis year b'day quite sad..
bt gt fren v me better den none..
thz u al..
cn i met u 2ml??
dono..
i tnk cnt la..
dono la..
dwn tnk too much d..
laogong..
u mz tke cre ar..
noe ma??
dwn sick ar..
study hard ar..
spm around de corner ar..
guai guai ha..
laopa alw b with u..
xmatter wad..
i wnt leave dear alone..
dear aso dwn leave me alone ha..
i wil tke cre myself wn..
i dwn cry le..
i wn jian qiang..
if aftr 2month..
cn prove dat u treat me is truth nt ply is vry vry gd..
n i wil feel vry berbaloi for waitin u 2month..
hop me n u wn is zhen ai..
b'day on nx tues..
is our 11wek ar..
love u o0..

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

so suprise.. mny tng hpen..

wa..
mon i go tel mum le..
i test mum 1st oli tel de truth..
wen i tel..
im so sked..
sked mum wil hw..
den she jz say me bit..
den ntg le..
mean she agree le..
THX MUM!!!
tel mum le feel so lega..
wnt sked wen go out v he..
de feel so gd la..
hpy den lz tme le..
hehex..
xnid wory too mny tng d...
wad i promz i wil do..
fang xin..
hehex..
so hpy..
den tel him...
he hpy too..
nt he nvr tel..
i gt bit sad le..
cz tnkng izit wad he say jz say syok nia??
dwn tnk too much..
den tues i go out v he..
my mum let ler..
noe aso..
haha..
so hpy..
den he lte go bek his mum scold him..
sorry dear..
den he tel his mum..
his sis aso help he lo..
he say his mum disagree..
haiz..
so sad la..
den 2day mrng..
aftr msg v me..
he wil tke his fon n put at his mum room..
my fren say he so stupid..
bt i dnt tnk so..
dats gd..
i tnk if his mum gv bek jiu tke lo..
no jiu nvm lo..
dang zhe our kao yan lo..
wad 2 do??
i hv 2 blif him..
i wnt leave u..
in dis tme i aso cn study hard..
den 2day aftr sch..
i gt cls tmbhn..
i try 2 fon his fon n c..
bt cnt..
stl clz fon..
i tot his mum din gv bek..
den wen cme hme 4smetng le..
i test n fon again..
cn wo..
bt i din receive any msg..
his fon xcrdt..
bt if he..
he wil use fren fon or wad de..
bt non..
i jiu msg he lo..
xrply..
im so sked nw..
dono wad goin on..
so so wory...
hw i cn contact him??
aihz...
hop he wil contact me soon..
i tnk aftr his spm oli cn tke bek his fon..
stl gt bout 2 month oli cn msg v him??
omg..
so sked la..
wil anytng hpen between dis tme??
i dono..
nt dre 2 tnk..
dis few day..
dono y..
strt lk dnt lk HER!!!
i aso dono y..
wad goin on..
i wn 2 talk 2 her..
bt she lk sengaja pi kai me..
den my fren say dwn go le..
cz she vry suffer..
i aso..
she tel bit dwn tel bit..
y she dwn tel al??
haiz..
dono la..
dwn tnk dat la..
jz tnk he n my exam cn liao..
hop he ntg la..
WORY WORY WORY!!!
dats al la..
xmud 2 rite le..
love u dear..
muakx..
i wil wait u..
hop our gan qing wnt chge...

Friday, October 2, 2009

SAD DAY!!!

2day reli vry sad..
bt b4 dat..
DADDY HAPY BIRTHDAY OO...
hehe..
2day at sch chat v fren..
say wn go ipoh 2ml..
den i tnk dao u le..
i 100% cn sur u cnt cme..
bt i hop gt MIRACLE hapen..
den cme bek..
ask mum 1st..
yuh00..
she gv..
den i ask u..
u say cnt..
my mud trus drop..
feel lk im alw alone..
i hate ALONE!!!
hate it..
den slp d wke up..
i cry..
cz of U..
den go bath..
i hv 2 act ntg infrnt of mum..
yterday i tnk n tnk..
wn tel mum wn..
bt fren col me dwn..
i dwn break v u..
haix...
wad i cn do??
den goin 5 fren dat tme..
v quarrel le..
aihx..
again..
de n i vry xmud..
dwn talk v othr..
walk alone fz fz..
dwn c gt car ant jz cross nia..
even de car cmin near me..
wen de car cmin near me i sengaja walk slow..
i dono y..
wan 2 die??
dono..
den go tt..
'u' tel me wn cool down..
i sked..
wen 'u' wan cool down..
wil tnk wn break v me..
den 'u' tel me he cmin 5 me..
wao..
so hpy..
gt mud le..
xsabar..
hahax..
den c 'u'..
im wory wil quarrel v u..
aftr tat v reli quarrel..
'u' cry infrnt of me..
i terkejut!!
im so sory..
mke u cry..
den i reli hop go n hug u..
haix..
im sorry..
my turn 2 cry..
y??
shud blif 'u' le ma??
dono dono..
tnkng tnkng..
heart lk wanna broke it le..
'u' c my blog le..
wad u feel??
aftr u c al dis??
im so USELESS!!!
wad hpen 2 me???
sot d??
or wad??
strt treat myself xconfidence at al..
asyk tnkng u wil leave me alone ma??
i dwn i dwn..
nt i dwn chge..
jz i dono y..
i lk..
dats al..
xmud 2 rite le..
bye!!