有一种爱叫做放手

2 day xrite blog le..lz..
haiz...sien ler..
ds few day dear day day cme 5 me...thx u...
i noe u cme here vry bored...
2day xcme..he nw at t.s...
cz hs fren b'day...xnid say 2nite sur vry lte go hme d de...
wad 2 do..he day day aso so lte go bek...smetme i reli wory...
bt i dwn tel he or wad...i dnt hop he tnk me ikat he til too ketat...
i noe u lk freedom wn..at lz v sain de contract d...
chat v lam let me xiang tong mny tng le...thx u!!!
5 1 day i reli mz tel out la..face 2 face...
work thr gt ppl wn tke my num ler..haha...
ei!dnt 4gt my pizza ha..haha..on monday ler..
u lie me u cham d wn..cl he xnid say sry 2 me la..
i ntg la..xangry la...^^ dnt tnk me reli so smal gas la...
sudenly hop go ktv sing ler...siao d me...
28th of dec is around de corner nia...
y me n u ntg chat wn??msg aso enen or ok lo..
haiz...i feel me n qing de frenship lk bcme 淡n 淡le..
aftr i couple v he...me n qing aso lk ntg 2 chat le??
wad hpen 2 me ds few day??my mud chge til vry fz ler!!!
hate lk dat de ME!!!!
yterday wen he cme 5 me...i tke hs fon n c..he put my pic as he wallpaper ler..
act i xblif wn...i tke hs fon n c again...reli ler..OMG!!!
den hs fon gt gantung tng wn..he aso tke away le..he gt tel me b4 gantung better ma..
easy tke fon..i tnk n tnk ya aso..den xcre lo..cz dat wan is couple wn...v hs ex wn..
he tke out le..i din cl aso...den i ma say lo..he sur aso put hs ex pic as wallpaper wn...
he say NO..i xblif hm..den hs gd fren say reli de...他说他了解他多过我了解他..我知道这是事实..
he cz of me do so mny tng ler..i reli terharu ler..reli thx so much..
2day meet my 1 fren..i ma say lo..he my new bf...
u noe wad she say??she say ds tme wn cn hw lng??i ma say lo..
he goin penang soon d..den she say lk dat cn wei chi lng bit la??
haiz..she aso say lk dat ler..means??i din tel he ler..i tnk myself cn d...
mz confident on he...MZ!!!hop she say wnt do it lo..me n he cn lng lng k??
bro n sis cmin bek on monday ler...hehe...gt bit hpy..
hop bro dnt tke ds com go bek...i gt mny tng inside ler..xsampai hati delete...
dat day he drive mum car go brin cousin ler..haha...1st tme mum let ler..
i ma ask mum lo..i wn cl he cme up sit n chat cn ma.??dwn at down ler...hot..
haha..mum ma say lo..ma cme la..she din cl us at down..ceh..say ma..
bt i cl he go up he dwn..he say he sked..aiyo...u ha...
i fat liao...cham la...fat jor hard 2 buy shirt ler..wear aso nt nice d...
i mz do wad i had tel 2 myself...MZ DO IT!!!
chrismas cmin soon le ler...fan fan...
aikx...ntg 2 do...sien...
dear plyin snooker...
dwn rite d la..brain jam liao...
tnk othr tng 1st...

希望你不要忘了我们的约定

2day mrng feel tired lo..
feel dwn wke up..
haha...
den go work lo...
dear..so cute la...
dnt tnk so much...ntg de...
nx tme i better dnt tel out ler...
den he 3am oli slp ler..aiyo...y din msg me??
he say he noe i sur slp d wnt wke up de...
bt b4 dat u say wn slp d den xrply my msg d..i aso nt yt slp..
stl doin my tng...hehe..
den wen lunch tme i noe smetng dat i vry sad ler..
dear goin penang on 28th dis month!!!
omg...wen i noe it i dono wad 2 say...i tot nx month or feb oli strt..
so fz nerhx...sobsob...不舍得叻...
my mud trus drop liao..sked de feel cme bek again...
hate de feel la...bt cnt do anytng...
jz hop nw aday cn meet hm fz fz meet le...
nx tme dono wen oli cn meet hm...reli SKED!!!
bt i mz blif hm aso...
den he pui me walk bek go work ler..so hpy...
aftr work..fz fz fon mum..cl her go buy kfc n buy 4set...
hehe..act is me belanja wn..bt mum say nvm la..
hehe...noe y i cl mum buy 4set??
1 for mum,1 for me, 1 for my cousin n de lz 1 is for my dear!!
hehe...den fz fz cl dear...say 2 hm pui me go out eat ha...
he say cnt ler..hs mum lng tme oli cook 1tme nia..
i ma say lo..dnt eat too ful la..he say sur gt tng de..
bt i dwn tel hm...
aftr go tke tng frm my fren d..cme bek fz fz bath..den eat lo..
nt yt fniz eatin dear say wn reach jor..cham lo..
den dear fon cme liao..say lam cmin..i t'kejut ler..
hehe...den i tke gv dear lo..i dono he gt hpy n suprise nt...
den so ngam lam cme liao..hehe..so ngam ler..
den chit chat v dem lo..hpy hpy..
den gt 1 约定 between me n dear de..n lam b our 见证人...
me n dear 打勾勾了..不可以反口和反悔了哦...
bt de 约定 gt syarat wn ler..wen lam say it..
i tnk he wnt acpt..bt he acpt jor ler..
OMG!!!i dono im dreamin or wad..
bt dear...cnt too melampau o0..
i tnk he noe im sayin..hehe..
i wil gv til dat cz i xiang tong le..
cnt control u til ketat wn ma..its hard for us..
den go fetch my cousin...
dear jiu go t.s le...
dnt too lte go hme ha..n creful ar..
dwn tnk dat tng le ha...
dear..dnt 4gt o0..
i wil nt 4gt...u aso ha...
i ask u..wil ds chen zhen..
u say hop so..i aso hop so..
thx thx...
gt u i reli vry hpy...
love u!!!
muakZzz....
act ias o sked wen u go penang d..
ban gong ban du dat tme..v wil seldom contact d..
den slow slow jiu wad liao...i reli sked ds u noe??
bt i hop wnt...dnt 4gt..u're my evytng...
dear...cn dwn dat hpen??cn ma??
hop so...cn gv me sme 保证吗??
让我没有那么怕...haiz...
reli nt dre 2 tnk..
samur gt 2week lk dat nia..
nw wn day day meet dear...
sobsob..reli bu she de...

我的担心不是多余的!!!

2day i aso dono wn hw 2 say...
hpy n sad aso gt...even angry aso gt...
cz of de customer...wth la..
reli nt my rong...mby centre thr de pro ma...
beh tahan nia....suan le ba...
den wen go eat lunch v fren..
gv 1 c2pig de ppl dstrb...den saw 2 sh de ppl...
herm!!!!
den wn go out...go psr mlm...
hehe..lng tme xgo liao..
den dear say c 1st...
bt at lz he aso say wn go...sory dear..
noe u tired bt hv 2 pui me cme out aso..
i noe i vry selfish...haiz..bt i reli hop 2 c u..
wlaupun jz yterday meet u...bt stl hop...
den go psr mlm...i saw he...
he bcme 瘦和憔悴了...i feel ps wen c hm..
cz i slh fhm hm...wen he smile 2 me...
i dono i wn smile bek nt...
dwn say he le la...dwn tnk dwn tnk...
den pei suggest go c 歌台...ok lo..
i xc b4 ma...
ma go c lo...
act..quite bored...
i ask dear...wil me 管你太紧..他说不会只是什么的时候比较啰唆...
我为你好啊...den wen goin bek dat tme..
u say wen u go penang d dono gt tme cme bek nt...
cz u 半工半读...my heart trus drop le..
means i cnt meet u for vry lng lo???
u reli vry 孝顺...
原来我的担心不是多余的....
haiz...wad i cn do??wad i shud do???
waist pain again..bt dnt hop u noe...
dwn u wory..i ntg de la..
ok de...den reach hme dat tme..
i reli 不舍得下车...也很不舍得你!!!!
跟你一起的时间都很快过的... 我希望在你去那边之前留下美好的回忆给我...
我真的很怕很怕...我没有把握..真的没有...
好想好想哭!!!我的心情你明白吗???
这场仗对我来说很难打...我不是想太多...
dear..snd le 1 msg for me..
dear...i aso hop dat!!!
cn v???can??
i sked u treat me cool...reli sked n dnt lk...
argh!!!!wads goin on 2 me??
dear..i dwn lost u...reli dwn...
dwn leave me alone...
u are my everything!!!
plz dnt dwn me...
dwn rite d...
nw my brain jz tnk of dear...
waitin hs msg...
bye...
I LOVE YOU!!! HUN WAI KONG!!!
MUAKZZZ!!!

no tittle

haiz..eye pain ler..
mby evynite aso face com gua..
宫心计 ds movie best nerhx..
go c go c..hahax...
2 day xmeet dear le ler..
at lz 2day meet hm jor..hahax..
hpy nerhx..mby u al wil tnk me sot wn..
bt he goin penang soon sur hop nw cn meet fz fz meet wn ma..
reli dnt hop he go penang ler..bt i cnt so selfish..
he go study ma..gd 4 hm aso..
yterady dear 3hour xrply my msg ler..so wory..
bt xdre fon hm or msg hm..sked dstrb hm..
den i luan luan tnk again..haha...
den i cme bek frm work le..i fon he..
i ask dear..u dwn me d ho..he say nola..
den hs sound lk vry behsyok n sien lk dat...
i aso dono ler..wads goin on ler??
den 2ml strt i off on monday le..so gd..sme v dear...
QING!!! xnid gv bek me de money la...AIYO!!!
i say dwn means dwn..even hw u gv me aso i DOWAN!!!
i tnk u ad liao jie me la..xnid i say wan wad..hahax...
2day 11smetng jiu go out le..7smetng oli bek..hehex..
yeah...gt my gaji d lo..bt ler..i hv 2 trus work ler..
gt 1 ppl dwn work liao..so i hv 2 trus work lo..
my dear sot wn..asyk wn brin me go tke gaji den brin me bek..
so near nia ma xnid wn la..aiyoyo...
den gt ppl say lam is bf ler..cz dey cnt c bside stl gt 1 ppl..haha...
samur say lam lk my dad ler..aiyo..nola..funny la...
dnt sad ha lam...u cut hair jor bcme bit smart n hndsme d..reli de ha..
xlie wn...dear..u reli pig lai...asyk slp nia..
dear..i dwn wad present aso..jz nw i jz say say nia..
i reli dwn waste ur money..u noe ma??
i jz hop u dnt leave me alone n wen u go penang d stl wil luv me lk nw...
dats all..wad i aso dwn..jz wn dat..cn ma??
haiz...i vry fat liao la.. cham le..reli hv 2 diet le.. kep fit d..
if kep on lk dat i wil sked ler..i bcme fat n fat jiu cham..
argh!!!better dwn tnk it..mz kep fit liao..hehe...
act..til nw stl feel v dear gt 距离ler..
dono hw 2 say...
LCS!!!im sory...i dono i slh fhm d..
mby i reli small gas ba...bt din tnk b4 al dat wil hpen on me...
wlaupun u say dat...bt is stl cnt blif it..i jz blif half half nia...
cz i noe de tng mur den it...hop u wil tnk my feel b4 u do al de decision...
i noe mby u wil nt c my blog d..cz i ad noe..anytng la...if i noe ds earlier wil b better..
gt 1 msg dat u received 2day dats al is wad i wanna say..mby fren ds nme hard v us d..
anyway la..tc ba..i dwn say much le..i dwn tnk bek anytng...wad u had say..u dwn kesal jiu cn d..
dear ar...dwn alw out til so lte le o0..
i reli wil wory de..u noe ma??
i aso dwn u so tired ma...
smetng i wn 2 ask u 2day wn..bt xdre..
在你心目中我是个怎样的女友??
2day wad u say wen at saloon..i reli vry hpy..
i dono whether is true or nt..bt i wil chose 2 blif dat is true...
thx u...bt u wn me 想办法绑住你的心...这个对我来说满难的...
我觉得我没这个能力,资格和魅力吧...
不知不觉你在我心里的地位越来越高咯...那我在你心中呢???
act..ds blog i wn lock it..bt cnt..haiz..nvm la..
2day at hs work de tme table rite le mny tng ler..
i noe he wnt go c wn..if he go c aso..
i noe he sur cnt c wad i rite aso..
cz i rite nt dat vry easy cn c de place...
wen he slpin i rite wn...hehe...
wad i rite aso is wad i reli hop wn...
lam..if u c my blog dat tme he din c...dnt tel hm dat de paper tng...
jz biar oli..i sengaja dwn tel hm de...wil he c aso nvm d...cz i cn noe he 100% wnt c...
cz wen i rite he aso ask me wad i ritin??dats mean he tnk me jz simply draw n rite nia...
2day he ask me 1 vry weird de ques...wen wn marry v hm..cl me go 订婚 1st...
i noe u jz joke v me...bt wil v til dat tme??i reli hop CAN!!!
bt mby is imposible lo..am i rite??
my waist strt pain again le..wen at mcd dat tme..
i dwn talk is jz cz of dat..i dwn tel u jz dwn u wory me..
n c u chat v ur fren so hpy ma..so dwn dstrb better..
i din angry u xtalk v me la..i reli xso small gas k??
nw pain again le...haiz...dwn tel better...
mum say nw i so young nia..ad lk dat..dono wen old d wil 残废 nt...
mum dnt say such tng lai sked me la..bt i dwn c doctor la...
act..i aso sked de ler...haiz...useless de me...
lam..i plz u..if u c ds blog dat tme he nvr c..u wad aso dwn tel hm k??
dear..u noe ma??wen u at car tel me..u vry 短命的...
u sked wil die earlier..u noe me reli sked de ma??
i wn hold ur hnd de bt u drivin dat tme...
i wn 2 tel u...dwn tnk dat k ma??
i wil sked de...i reli dnt hop n dwn anytng hpen on u!!!!
dono hw 2 tel out de feelin wen dear say al de tng...
ok d la...i dwn rite liao...
dear stl at t.s ar??
i waitin u go hme oli...bt nw eye pain n waist pain aso...
i tnk i go slp d la..noe u mby 1smtng oli go hme de..
creful ar..
love u dear...
muakzzz....

不懂怎么说才好...

2day i gt de t-shirt le..
hehe..lk it ler..
y i lk to tnk so much ha?
aiya..
dono wn hw 2 say la..
dear..
promise me 1day maximum 5 oli??
ok ma??i nt wn control u..
jz reli 4 ur own gd..
say de truth...
cz of u..i acpt my bf lk dat..
i hate dat smell u noe??
jz cz of u...
2day me n u lk nt so gd ler..
u treat me cool again..
haiz..i noe my rong le...
samur gt bit headache n deman le..
inside my heart mny tng wn say...bt i dono wn hw..
dono hu shud i tel..nt dre tel u..
cz u ad gt mny tng wn fan..dwn fan u...
wad cn i do??
walao..my leg vry pain ar...
lng tme xdo exercise d..
pain pain...
NOTHING GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU
dwn tnk so much le la..
2day v msg aso nt much...
wen u go penang d mur bz ma mur cham..
aiya..nvm ba..mz gt confident on u...
evytng wil b ok...
dono wn rite wad la..
my mud reli nt dat gd...bt u dono...i din tel...
geram v myself...ish!!!!
im so useless...
dwn rite liao la..
haiz...

我到底怎么了??

生日快乐晴...
昨天终于跟他说了实话..
心也舒服得多...
昨天很开心...因为他...
可是晚上时..我对他说..我觉得我不配当你女友...
我真的觉得你懂吗??
说实话...有时我心情不好都不敢说...
我不想因为我不开心你也不开心...
我对他说我觉得我跟他之间有一段距离..不是因为那件事啦..
我很早就觉得了..
我也不懂怎么说好...心里好像怪怪的...
然后今天让我知道他好像有东西隐瞒我...
可是他说得也对啦...
我也知道了一些让我很惊讶的事...
伟光...我选择你...而不是别人...你对我的好我都有放在心上...
你虽然让我觉得少了些安全感可是慢慢来就可以了...
其实我真的很怕和不喜欢把我当小妹妹看...
我不想在你心中只不过是小妹妹..我知道有时的我很幼稚...
真的很对不起...让你辛苦了...受委屈了..
我其实都在想你喜欢我什么???我什么都不好也不美...
我今天第一次那么大声和在别人面前说我爱你...
有点不好意思...我很任性...也很野蛮...知道你的忍耐有限..
谢谢你对我那么好...
今天买了一件衣服给你...好怕你不喜欢...
特地选有紫色的...当我给你的时候你好像都没有一点开心叻...
我知道你很累...我还要你赶到那么辛苦...看吧..这种女朋友都有...
我知道我不体贴...对不起...过后要你去试下能穿吗...你很慢叻...
过后朋友就说快又给我讲慢又给我讲...做你男友真...我知道你要说什么...
我不是生气或记仇...只是觉得你说得好对啊...我应该改了...对不起...
心里很不开心....我不是想太多...只是担心失去你...我越来越怕了...
对自己很没信心...刚才突然想哭..不知道为什么...怕给你看到..我还是告诉他了...
你说我每次见到你都是脸黑黑..有时你跟我说话了我就笑了只是没给你知道..玩你嘛...对不起咯...
我答应你没有下次了喔...说真的..我感觉我跟你不像情侣叻..像很要好的朋友...慢慢来咯...
有时你很可爱叻...真的好谢谢你啊!!!
我有时很啰唆是为了你好..你知道吗??我不想有任何事发生在你身上...
我会怕的...我跟你的口头禅是"小气到你啊"...可爱吧我们...我们一见面多下下就会开始了....
跟他一起觉得很开心很幸福...没见面一天好像有点不习惯叻...
可是他要去槟城了...这就是我怕的开始了...我是对自己没信心也对他没信心吗??
我应该相信他...就如佩所说感情要变怎样都会变...有时只要他的一句我爱你就给我很大的鼓励了... 我不要一个人的感觉...我怕也不喜欢...有你在我身边我好开心也很幸运...谢谢你...
我爱你 韩伟光!!!
不要生气我这样写...
你在我心中开始住下来了...你在我心中很重要..你懂吗??
不敢想太远的事情...
我对你是认真的..不要玩我喔...谢谢你的出现...
说实话...我有想过要选你还是...过后我才知道...选你就对了...
什么都不要想了...每次说吧了..等下一点小事我就会想东想西了...我很够力吧...
好想他...虽然几小时前才见面...明天好像没得见他喔...没关系吧...他去槟城了就要习惯...
累了...不写了...
晚安...
DEAR..rmber u promise me wnt leave me alone...u're my evytng!!!
muakZzz...^^

rainin day

im bek again...
yterday wn watch movie lz rite..
dear..
rmber me gt rite blog evyday ler..
he askin me y din rite??
haha
dnt c la..
mum say me paktor lk eat magi mee..
haha
den yterday wen me lunch tme..
3smetng le..
i nt yt bek ler..
den i ma trus run lo..
den go borow umbrella v yun lo..
nasib baik she gt..
den i walk til the store d..
i saw dear car ler..
omg..
i noe he angry d..
den wen v msg..
he 1st tme treat me so cool ler..
i noe i mke u wory liao..
bt i reli dwn mafan u ma..
anyway..
i noe my rong..
SORRY DEAR!!!
no nx tme tme k??
hehe..
den ntg jor..
bt b4 dat..
i tel he..u go bz la..
he rply me en...
den dono y feel lk wn cry ler..den ltr bit he msg me bek le..
ntg le..
den nite he cme my hse 5 me..
so cute la he..
me n he alw say each othr de..
couple v he..
reli mur better den lz tme wn..
v lz tme wn..
jz couple xsampai 1week jiu quarrel le..
v he wnt..
mby he mur mature ba...
hehe..
gd aso..
den he tel me he wn go study le..
i strt sked le..
den i gt tel mum..
mum say den ur magi mee eat fniz jor lo..
mum ar..
dnt lk dat say ma..
aiyo..
den i ma tel dear lo..
dear say wen v die ma fniz lo..
haha..wlaupun i noe dis mby wnt hpen..
dear..
i wil treat u gt confident de..
bt u dnt gv me disapointed ha!!
haha..
dear gt say 80% cn til 4eva wo..
hop lo..
k la..
bz liao..
wn watch movie b4 go work..
keke..
bye bye..
love my dear...
muakzZz...